Gahd.

Someone help me, I thought that we'd be able to end things clean between us, at least stay friends...But once again, I realized it's kind of impossible to stay friends. I know that after time, things will get better. But for right now, you need your time, i need my time, and we need our time. We might not talk for days, weeks, months, or even a year, but sooner or later, we will talk. There are false rumors spreading and I now realize how much it hurts when people gossip about others. Some stuff you hear are right, but most of what you hear is wrong. For those who are reading this that know what's going on, I just want to apologize. I know apologizing on blogspot is not as meaningful as saying sorry in person, but it has the same amount of meaning and feeling. Especially YOU, i'm sorry. I'm sorry for the way i've acted, I'm sorry for what happened afterwards, and I'm sorry for hurting you. I hope that one day you'll be able to forgive me. I can understand why you're pissed, and I need to make things smooth with you again. I'm really sorry.

RHONABUSTAMANTE

RhonaBustamante! Hello bestfriend:DYou wanted me to write you a blogggggg, and so I am. I just wanna say thanks for all the EPIC MOMENTS! how many do we have now? Likeeee 10? HAHAH Your wonderful, and you and cameron are uber cute together. Your my best friend, and thanks for everythingg. You've given me gooood advice, and really funny times<3

JESSICA LOPEZ

JessicaLopez(: It's yo birthday tomorrow baby! You are turning 15, and then five more years to you becoming TWENTY! hahah im just kidding. I just wanna say that i know that your having a hard time right now, with stuff that i really can't say on blogspot, but i want you to know that im ALWAYS here for you! I know that the past year has been a lotta ups and downs for us; it wasn't fighting really, but we had our arguements here and there. Let's put that in the past, and be the good friends that we were:) We drifted apart, but now we're getting closer and closer everyday, and im so glad! Hahah, Jessica, I know that you think that RachelKang replaced you, but you guys are BOTH my friends, my bestfriends. Remember, i have lots of bestfriends, and you are one of them. You are my one in a million friend, I don't have any friend like you! Thaas a good thang! You are gorgeous, funny, very weird, nice, and you are tre's tre's amusante! HAHAH Jess, believe me, you are a greattt person, and those who wouldn't want you, its totally THEIR loss. If they can't see whats in front of them, then they're just being friggin stupid. & just remember, you ALWAYS have me. You have so many people behind you. Lemme just name a few:) ME, RHONA, MEGAN, JESSICA, JUSTIN, your friend NEIL, MICHAEL, IZZY, CASSANDRA. If you want me to name more, I so can. Jessica, you should feeeeeel special, cause i never wrote a blog for someone's birfday! I love you with all my heart, and Your my bestesttt friend! Keep your head up, and don't let that stupidhead bring you down. "He's not worth your tears." Remember that? You said that to me when I was having trouble, Now it's time to take your own advice babydoll. I LOVE YOU& HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

MichaelBell

Hola senorita. How are U doing? Do u like ur BESTEST BUDDY! WOOOOOT I WIN!

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Bye bye :P

Well, that was my bestest buddy Michael Bell. We are in digital video at this moment, and its hecka boring. Can't believe blogspot ISN'T blocked:) This day has been pretty darn good, 'cept for the fact that i still think of them...Keeps bringing me down. On the brighter side of things, i have a 107% in biology hahah, 'nways, ill fersure update laterrr!

God's love

Love me for this, Love me for that, Love me for everything I do.
Do you know the definition of true love? True love is when that one special person knows all of your flaws and accepts you for who you are. Loves you for you, and not the plastic person you can be on the outside. That person digs deep inside your soul, finds who you truly are, and doesn't care about all your flaws, all your mistakes, all your sins. I believe every single person out there has that one special person to call their own. It's just a matter of when you find that person. It might be soon, or it might take a while, but don't let that bring you down. If there's a person you really like, and that person doesn't feel the same way, that just means that they're not the right person. Remember, your soul mate is the one you'll be spending your whole life with. You can wait a little while longer. I truly believe that the longer you wait for something, the better it'll turn out. I can say that about true love. God doesn't want us to be alone. That's why he made Adam AND Eve. That's why he made Man AND Wife. That's why he made Girlfriend AND Boyfriend.That's why he made family. Best friends. Friends. He didn't make for us to be alone. GOD IS LOVE. Let love be your greatest&highest aim. Trust God's love to work in you, through you.

1. Love comes from God.
2. Love is a choice; Love is a commitment.
3. Love is an action, not just an emotion.
4. Love is a skill. It's a skill you can get good at.
5. Love is a habit. You can't claim to be a loving person if you dont have love to love everyone.

"If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you?"-Luke 6:32
"Let us love one another, for love comes from God."-1 John 4:7


What is YOUR definition of love?

Sundayyy

Today was kind of a crasy day. For one, church wasn't as fun as it used to be. Bestfriend and i were discussin' and agreed that since the past year, church hasn't been fun. But i guess its not all bout having fun, its more about praising God(:
'Nother thing is he's pissed at me. He has no reason to be, he's just misunderstood? Whatevers. Hope things dwindle down.

I want somechangg crassy to happen soon! My life is toooo boring. Wanna partyy! hahah