End.

So, it happened. I did it, it was hard at first, not knowing what he'd think or say about it, but i had my friends behind my back. He kept saying,"okay, okay, i understand." like he was pissed or getting pissed at the idea. Still don't feel too comfortable 'bout saying what i said, but all's well that end's well. My friends say that I'll feel better after a while. I hope so. I just need to get to know him better and all before anything else can happen. Needa find myself, Needa find what it is that i want. For now, just letting things flow, just letting things go. Didn't know what to say, how to say, when to say, or where to say it. Why's pretty easy. Just pray that I don't regret what i did. Kinda hoping he'll wait, kinda hoping he won't. Don't wanna get hurt again.